I am going to write about sex for a few minutes. I actually like
talking about sex, I just don’t like anyone hearing what I have to say about
it. I know; I’m weird. After a long time of going without, I am now regularly
getting it again, so I think this is a good time to state some of my thoughts
on sex. Besides, no one reads my stupid blog anyway. I mean, just look how many
readers’ comments I’ve gotten in my blog over the last month. Zeeerooo.
As I said in another blog entry, I do not like having sex
outside a relationship. No one night stands for me. I think that bears
repeating. I think part of that feeling has to do with the fact that I like to
be held and cuddled in the moments before and after sex. Simply put; I like the
tenderness found when sex is combined with an affectionate relationship. This
is not to say that I require absolute love
from a partner. I need to only like and respect that guy, however the “like”
is not a “friendly” like, but more of a “romantic” like that is destined to eventually
become love if everything works out. I hope that makes sense.
When it comes to sex, my current partner, Chris, and I begin
things very slowly, at least so far. We're still new together. Anyway, I usually like starting off gradually. We neck for a while
and then the clothes start coming off. My boobs aren’t the biggest, but Chris
seems satisfied with them. They generally keep his hands and mouth occupied for
a very nice few minutes... well, it isn't quite so nice when his hands are cold. :)
Chris performed oral on me the second night we were together.
Before he started he asked me if I wanted oral and I think I told him that it
was up to him. I have sort of liked oral sex done to me but I have never been
crazy about it. It’s been a take-it-or-leave-it thing. I think Chris might
have changed that. He used the firm part just above his upper lip to massage my
most sensitive part, meanwhile his lips and tongue did other magic. I don't think he ever used his hands. I just laid
back and enjoyed it. I think it is the third time I have ever cum via oral and
it did not take very long. The next night we were together I asked him to do
oral on me again. That was a first; I have never actually requested oral sex. To
tell you the truth, I think I wanted to write about sex in my blog just so I
could mention the thing about Chris and his oral sex ability.
For the record; I have no aversion to doing the same for the guy. It's not my favorite thing, but on the other hand, I've never said no.
I do not like the thought of anal sex and Chris has never
mentioned it. I’m hoping that he doesn’t like the thought of it either. I think
it’s just a little bit gross. I guess I really don’t do anything too kinky or
bizarre. But of course I will try different positions, and I don’t necessarily
need a bed. If the guy I’m with and I can find some privacy outdoors, I would be all
for it.
When my guy is horny and in the mood, I usually try to accommodate
him. Even if I’m not totally in the mood myself I’ll generally say okay. After
all, I like him and want to do things for him even if I personally might not really want to do it right at that time. Besides, there have been occasions when I have found that my desires can heat up with a little prompting.
This might sound kind of dumb but I sort of like the guy to
cum inside of me. So if the guy and I can do it fairly safely without a condom, that's how I prefer it. It’s not the actual feeling I like but sort of what it
represents. I guess I should say again that I have never done a one night stand,
that the guys I have been with are special to me. So I think the cum adds a little extra sensuality. In a sense it is a matter of feeling all of him. Weird, right?
Okay, I’ve said enough.
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